need peace

friends are being there for us to appreciate
but for us to ignore if u like
nothing's wrong and right
not as you think, stressly
thinking that you are always right


all i need is speaking out frankly
but not criticizing
but not bearing by one of urself

all we want is peace
all we need is peace
all we ask is peace
all we crave is peace
all we lack is peace
Peace is all we want

something we can ask
before it's blown
something we can avoid
before it's becoming worst

坏结局？？

好久没有动你了,好久没有写自己的心情,情绪在你身上

或许想说的,想表达的..实在太多了...说不完的故事...

"你你你"啊....这就是你要给我的结局吗?

没有人看戏希望看到坏结局，我也不另外

不过你还是要给我“这样”的结局？

人生就是那样，你想要得到的东西，就它偏偏不让你得到。

遇到性格如何的人，能不能接受，也是看你自己要不要去接受

有时你遇到的情形，让到你没有办法选择。。

除非你太执著，是人家拿你没办法，不是你拿人家没办法。。

不过这是你做人的定义？？有时伤害到身边的人，你知道吗？？

有时想做回自己。。不过好难噢。。明明不想做，不过最后还是做了

可能这就是我吧。。。别人不当它是一回事，我不能不当它不是一回事。

谁是完美的？？没人是完美的。。你不去接受他的那面，你要如何和他相处？

因为你的执着，闹到不愉快。。值得吗？？这就是做朋友的定义？

遗憾~~

found..........

open ur diary
sort out ur shattered mood
u dont know how
u cant remember anything
but i trust
just having mutual love leads to charms
but u get disappointed again n again
our love seems like melting ice cream
sweet?yet it doesnt glisten the same way
i will repeatedly go over things wif u daily
so we can recover tat lost love happiness
how could i forget the feeling
if i lost you?
in a sily way
still thinking that we could be together
i'd wish after the stars
if u re not by my side
even realizing my dream would have no meaning

only present all this kind of person as gift?

appreciate of what you do (optimistic)
also appreciate of what you do ( pessimistic)

making frens with each others....
understand each others more clearly....
being closer with each others...
problems happen within each others...
just end up with only greeting with each others...
only when meet up...in a coincidence way...
this is ur so called "fren"?

maybe sometimes u wan something tat u would want for..
but you cant get it...but issit u keep tolerate with others..
but do anyone tolerate with u??isst u re more soft hearted..?
even if u angry..other ppls takes it as small deal...
but this is wat only u can do by accepting this kind of treatings?

when sb needs u, u will by his/her side...
but when u need sb, u will find him/her??
sometimes u feel upset by sth,but will u say out???
throwing out all uneasy words..do ppl take it seriously??
asking u not to think so much...but please stand in this position,
then you will know how it feels...

u prefer to turn the time back to last time,
when being asked to further studies at another place..
maybe it could be a best choice...but can u go back??
but it's too late now

if u like sb, u would like do to anything jz for her,his own goods..
but by ur attitude, u think he/she can stand for how longer??
by uproar,criticism n so on...how long he/she can stand any longer??

they tell u, they are this kind of person..
so wat u do?? accepting this kind of person..
but if u tell them, u are this kind of person...
will they accept??will they tolerate?

only present all this kind of person as gift to u??

shit life

sometimes blogging depends on mood...when i hv many things to say, i can write alot..
happy birthday to small small~most eldest guy in my kl home....one year old again....haha......

enough of this kind of life...one word to describe:"sien", i wanna go shopping, go sing k,go watch movie...wateva u can let me do, but jzz nt to stay at home....onlining, facebook-ing.......at the most important thing, doing assignment...next week i 'm goin to hv one test and two presentation...next week i m goin to kill u all, most busiest week in this semester..now my heart itchy itchy, really feel like wanna go out....sigh.......gosh!!!hate this kind of life...........

weekly activities~

yesterday was yl and yk's birthday..we hv bought a 3kg shaped key cake...lol~too large til we have decided to giv some to other ppls to eat..btw, we have alots of fun last nite, went to 4 season to hv our dinner....

time runs very fast....week 7 of this sem is coming soon~dy half of this sem, after finishing one test, there's still few assignments waiting for me~but this is so called"college life" i heard from many seniors saying tat" appreciate wat u hv gone tru college life now, dun ignore ur SO called college life, after u working, then u will know wat is most hard life for u to pass.btw, only SFM making me headache, headache n still headache..its assignment is killing me...stucking half way~no way...still gonna think of "wateva" way to finish it...gambateh~

i am kinda phobia of sth...once i think it, i will feel very hateful to myself..duno why~but it will never drive me crazy~~jz a part of life...so it means not much to me~haha..

parents coming soon~yea...but H1N1 getting serious..can we jz go anywhere as we like?hmmm...hopefully..maybe dad n mum scare of it too...mum was joking n saying tat we might stay at hotel whole day...oh gosh~oh..wearing mask walking around kl? or my another idea is wat my bro always say...dun bring me to "HoLanD" lol...so sitting inside car then i will u go Holand..LOL~~

college life(nothing good)

jz feel like wanna blogging nw..and i was soundless for few weeks....i m jz hving normal life right now..go to college by 8am(almost everyday T.T, causing me to wake up at same time on weekends too...swt~~)all the assignments have reached to our hand...gonna start do it lo...stress day is yet to come,but will have to face it sooner...

After back here, the kl weathers seems like nvr change before...only "HOT" (jing jia beh tahan)...always sweat while goin to college, entering into lec hall or tutorial class is nicer..but hate coming out from it......eventhough the sun was not hot,but the air was totally affected by haze..

Last few days was a really bad day to me..i jz ate a plate of mee goreng at wangsa..after back to home,i keep rushing to toilet...if u all ask me how many times, i only can ans tat it is uncountable...then my 2 roommates accompany me go to seek doc..coz it seems like a serious problem for me..it is ridiculous..not more than 5 mins after eating a small bowl of porridge(cooked by my dear roommate), i start rushing to toilet..