if you want me

Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can't tell dreams from truth
For its been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely and the distance causes only silence
I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Are you really sure that you believe me
When others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
When you know I really tried
To be a better one to satisfy you for you are everything to me
And I'll do what you ask me
If you let me be free

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

nothing

luck is giving me a sign...
and it should be bad?
feeling nothing want to do..
nothing want to care...
nothing...just nothing...

go ahead with life

abandoning work by side
struggling life head towards
no inspiration no love
feels like giving up
giving up......

appearance of your face in my mind
stopping me from giving up
asking me to go ahead
light shinning above you
Door's always opening for you

GO go go ahead with life
nothing could take you down
taking on happiness and sorrow
being true to yourself in this life

the negative side seems to down
but starting to glow by
optimistic mind
open your arms to life

FOr you, G~~

you just can't let go

seeing a curiosity in your eyes
i know you could try to stop me
i know you want to hold me back
i know you want me to stay...

You just can't let go
my heart is so disguised
there is nothing more to say
but to say love you ever and ever..

feeling the pain in your heart
you could deny to say goodbye
telling me that you gonna miss me
you deserve to have much as you could

you just can't let go
a pieces of knife in my heart
that you ever make me cry
i would never forget your face

there's nothing to say
but to say love you forever

i am wondering....

i am wondering...
wondering....
why do i get sick??
it is my fault??
or is chance the culprit??

but do u marks me as different??
difference confuses me..
telling myself
worrying doesn't help me..
my heart beats as does yours..

just why is it weaker than ...............

only one...........

The loneliness of nite alone
the search for strength to carry on
my eyes had no more tears to cry
my ever hope has seemed to die
you surrounded me with endless love
and all the things i couldn't see

all my hopes, my dreams
are suddenly reality
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that 'll nvr fade

Your spirit pulls me through
every night i pray
or bended knee..
you are the breath of life in me
the only one..
only one that sets me free

Bingo..congratS me

get caught in cold
throat feelings uneasy
head fore is "burning"
bingo~~
SICK d