fragile

i'm fragile like thin film crushed quickly
self confidence had been run over like a shell
what else can i believe
when the commitment and tenderness are squandered

so it's the reason of why i m really weak
why do i feel no sorry no happy
why do they live in this kind of love
whereby lots of fake love is around

i 'm fragile like a scattered powder
loving it in more saturated loneliness
leaving a persistent person who i am supposed to be
when i am not supposed to be in the right time

sick week

there are just a few things tat can beat you down
sick is the word that makes you freeze
losing all your energy whereby you are supposed to hv it
losing all your appetite whereby you are supposed to eat more as usual
(*but my appetite wasn't good at all since last few weeks)
losing all your laughing sound whereby you are supposed to laugh usually
but there's one thing that you could need the most - which is SLEEP MORE
the awful appearance has causing you all down
but with each passing day that it's on your mind, u find that u have to cope with
and you can cope with it

eventhough you are wrong
but one day everything will be alright
and you'll see no WRONG in ur life
and the wrong will not be under feet forevermore

maybe you are doubting
Make stand and live the way that u shud have lived
slip away all the doubts
follow the way you know is true

off all the efforts to be
what you truly aspire
do let you be free while
to try once again
which could be most pleasurably

express out could be one way
but hiding inside gonna drive u crazy
if you are willing to share
he or she will be willing to listen
neither sharing do the listener
Who 's going to be the initial speaker?
sometimes mistake won't be known by yourself
and you will never know if no one telling u
if you never speak out
who will understand you unless maybe God?
you ever grant permission for another to see you suffering...??

she needs some time
doesn't mean that she don't like....
she needs to be close
doesn't mean that she did ignore
she needs to be more used to it
doesn't mean that she aren't trying
she needs to go through first step
doesn't mean that she are avoiding further step

just a word " breathe"

I breathe in the fresh air..
And feel the wind brush through my hair
lay down and calmly rest
breathe the air to my chest

breathe me out of the air
breathe on me, breathe of god
breathe in the beauty
breathe out all the pain

never think of losing faith
whereby god is always there in mind
never dwell on the past thing
neither do the negativity holding me down

breathe me out of the confusing way
breathe in what's around me
breathe not in the darkness
just a "breathe" in this simple life

or that i had a few litre of tears, but leave it out of thin
look in the mirror promising i will change sooner
when love is wrong to be loved
just lonely ,lonely that no one comes to comfort
just lonely ,lonely that you aren't appear in my memory
amount of love is useless that i would be stupid enough not to forget