confusion~

learning new things in a second
cant make me perfect in a sudden
but without knowing it well
it will be upsetting others..

this couldn't be what i want
a previous enthusiastic girl
wasn't a right girl now..
i do wonder ....
do i make.............?

do loving....

unchanging the world
but do change yourself
take one step for time
and dont settle for the less

often your task will be many
more than you do expect
if you have the courage to step on it
you will have a faith to believe it

toward anyone for any reason
insist in doing thing in loving way
rather than a hurtful way
toward becoming an exceptional person

this is to become succeeding~

life is precious

Standing under the sunlight
appreciating what've been given
never know what would happen next day
hoping that miracles do happen

discover the world truthfully
fulfilling experiences day by day
optimism plays to our belief
Incident could come in a second
that we could never avoid

Do love the one beside you
long distance could never break
relationship that we insist to be with it
life is precious...

praise your heart

you insist on truth
nobody could be lucky anymore than you do
lying on the bed
wondering how could this be
how could this be....

praise.......praise your heart
without dishonest and saying that
you are our dream angel
there's a pretty heart which consoling us

praying for the lord
let you ease the pain forever and ever
could you hear me at this moment?
letting you back my own side

praise......praise your heart
searching for the next phase of life
thoughtful of beloved one
whom you love will love you more..
love you more....

like a star

since you bring me to this world
i would never know what 's the star
it won't talk, won't mumble
shining and shining
illuminating on our body

just like a star around you
there's what you want it to be
it's a Star where life exists
with neither love nor hate

disappearing by sight
another appearing on your eye
hope does exists if you could believe
it 's not a fantasy in life
it do happen.....

just like a star around you
you wont let your guard down
new star will rebirth shine
dead star quickens refined..


you wont

still i wonder why

stepping myself into a beach
without thinking anyone but you
from day to day
i just could never stop thinking
why do you leave.....

still i wonder why
i still think such way
i still argue like this
it just wont blow off my mind..

when others say you lie
i would still believing you
when i know you really walk away
from my sight, i would still love you
you maybe feeling that i m still alive

colours are all trendy
shapes are varied too
we are taken from our bottles
into mouths we 's re thrown

your heart we meet
it is upset beat
now this is just the beginning
we have much more to do

seeing you putting ur foot back in you shoe
waiting and waiting
and say,"lets go on with it

as doing every best best
you will be back somehow

if you want me

Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can't tell dreams from truth
For its been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely and the distance causes only silence
I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Are you really sure that you believe me
When others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
When you know I really tried
To be a better one to satisfy you for you are everything to me
And I'll do what you ask me
If you let me be free

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

nothing

luck is giving me a sign...
and it should be bad?
feeling nothing want to do..
nothing want to care...
nothing...just nothing...

go ahead with life

abandoning work by side
struggling life head towards
no inspiration no love
feels like giving up
giving up......

appearance of your face in my mind
stopping me from giving up
asking me to go ahead
light shinning above you
Door's always opening for you

GO go go ahead with life
nothing could take you down
taking on happiness and sorrow
being true to yourself in this life

the negative side seems to down
but starting to glow by
optimistic mind
open your arms to life

FOr you, G~~

you just can't let go

seeing a curiosity in your eyes
i know you could try to stop me
i know you want to hold me back
i know you want me to stay...

You just can't let go
my heart is so disguised
there is nothing more to say
but to say love you ever and ever..

feeling the pain in your heart
you could deny to say goodbye
telling me that you gonna miss me
you deserve to have much as you could

you just can't let go
a pieces of knife in my heart
that you ever make me cry
i would never forget your face

there's nothing to say
but to say love you forever

i am wondering....

i am wondering...
wondering....
why do i get sick??
it is my fault??
or is chance the culprit??

but do u marks me as different??
difference confuses me..
telling myself
worrying doesn't help me..
my heart beats as does yours..

just why is it weaker than ...............

only one...........

The loneliness of nite alone
the search for strength to carry on
my eyes had no more tears to cry
my ever hope has seemed to die
you surrounded me with endless love
and all the things i couldn't see

all my hopes, my dreams
are suddenly reality
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that 'll nvr fade

Your spirit pulls me through
every night i pray
or bended knee..
you are the breath of life in me
the only one..
only one that sets me free

Bingo..congratS me

get caught in cold
throat feelings uneasy
head fore is "burning"
bingo~~
SICK d

Tourist attraction~~ nice nice....

LAndends







Whitby




York City

pissed off

pissed off!!
noe how's the feeling
of being bothered when

YOU ARE CONCENTRATING IN STUDYING??

BING BANG BONG~~

WHY DON'T YOU JUST DISMANTLE THE DOOR??

PISSED!!

Contradiction

contradiction...
how's the way to treat u
good?
but not from the heart
bad?
but isn't it too cruel??

why do u build up a piece of knife in my heart??

the truth that you leave

MEmorable video~

THANK you friends~

when inspiration comes,
here comes a mood to blogging

Thank you, friend, for all the things for past few years
that means so much to me
your concern
your understanding
your advices

Thank you for listening with your heart
for cheering me when i am done
for waking me up when i am not myself
for bring out the best in me

Thank you for letting me to lean on when problems appear
for silly times we Laugh out loud
For taking care of me when i am sick
for neutralizing all the pains

For all the time we spend,
thank you all my friends~

big head...

LONG TIME NO BLOGGING~~~

Big head...head goin to become bigger and bigger...mummy, daddy, bros are sleeping now...all of my buddies.....but i m here making my head bigger because of this studying life in UK!!now is 20.23pm~ daytime in uk is longer than nightime..the day is still bright now, i was thought that i will be suffering in this sudden change of weather here..but i am not,

i miss my home..miss hometown foods..miss everything~~ second experience of leaving home and come to a new place...missing everything..