moonlight~

since was young,mom sang a song
acc me thru the spri,sum,aut and win
a light guided tru the long distant nite
goin to move forward
after growing up, seeing ppls around
remains silently
put their heart locked
fortunely, with your warmth song
together with me
wont ever forget the intention
gradually ends at both
m nt alone in dropping tears
thru the unfamiliar streets
like the same moon
evaporation of tears
"love" let ppl can resist the pain
like the same moon
placed at my heart
"love" let u acc me
so i will have direction
happiness, sadness
will ever let me realize
how to grow up~

人生就是这样

什么是人?人是一个天使，把快乐和幸福带给每个人。。人是一个魔鬼，让身边的人痛苦， 人是一个大钟摆，左右摇晃，不知所措。。。。。。。。。。。人生就是场一次又一次得到又失去的轮回。妈妈生一个人一生的过程，而一个人真的想读懂人生，就要看一个人的经历，有什么样的经历的人就会对人生有不同的看法，这会受一个人的世界观人生观的影响，但真的问人生是什么样的时候。。一个人满脑子都会是无奈，所以人生也就象一场游戏，不要去问游戏是什么样的，只要好好的去玩就行了。。遇到没你玩得的游戏，就有的让你好受了。。人生就是人活着，活着就要承担各种各样的事情。。人生就是被骗和骗人的过程。。人生就是：爱过，恨过，分过， 甜过，苦过，成功过，失败过，，总之，人生就是一个人从出生到老去的过程中所经历的种种历经。。看你要如何去对待。。人生就是让你突然而然有病就有病。。没让你夺走自己的性命，不过要你挣扎下去，这就是你赐给我的礼物吗?

need a break

my Mood?? fine~~
my Health?? getting worse~ starting from tat day, i almost need it everyday??why??pressure?but i dun think i hv so much pressure..i cant think of any reason why i need it everyday...jz it come in a sudden..occured seriously once at sam house...then at office...at home jz nw too...hope nex tue faster come..i really need a break...staying at hometown is a non-pressure place for me..but i think i only will back on sept lo~~miss dad n mum...sobsob...mum goin to stay alone from monday til thursday starting from june or july??hope u will get used to it....

23 mar

happy birthday to dad ...and ah don~~2 D....lol :p , m gonna quit my job soon..lol~but gonna prepare for exam soon...seems like everyone goin back..leave me alone at kl here??duno..duno whether they back together or not..coz gonna back for ching ming..it's impossible for me to go back la..haha

my personality?haha

你念念不忘的人 - 你小时候的玩伴,你是一个有感情洁癖但是又很害怕孤独的人,你经常会因为周围的一些小事情而感到失望 ,最害怕的就是自己的热情去贴了别人的冷漠。所以对于你来说,小时候玩伴那种毫无心迹的坦白的友情是最珍贵的。你是一个很珍惜身边的人的人,但是也要懂得选择值得信任的人才对啊

性格解構：這類型的女子通常都較為溫和穩重，腳踏實地。由於冷靜謹慎，所以更細微的環節她都能夠兼顧得到。誠實認真，責任心強，\r處理事情極有條理，自然容易贏得別人信任。耐力韌性也一樣驚人，富有戰勝重重困難的莫大力量。無疑的她不論對待任何人，都能夠表現得親切大方，但偶然間的太過自我中心，會令她無法與其他人協調。其實，她輕易受到別人的影響本來是個優點，但過分堅持自己的一套做法，就會變得固執。建議：想吸引她注意，你適宜穿得穩重，襯衫西褲最穩當。由於她對任何細微的環節都察覺得到，所以，你對她亦要處處表現出特別細心，向她坦誠，就肯定會贏得信任。

你对异性的警戒心满强的唷，或者说你慎选你的异性朋友，所以你的精神状态会有些紧绷。与异性的相处，精神的交流远重於一切，你在恋爱方面追求的是柏拉图式恋情。虽然不能说你不好，但交朋友有时也不必这麽严肃嘛!换个角度看异性，你也可以与他们轻松相处。

being defeated...

the most results i hv get.....was being defeated this time, jz now father calling n asking, almost crying while talking with him..but he said tat it is dy a fact..so gonna face it, n i only will work til end of this month..luckily my boss let me go..sigh...accounting frens....almost all of them at least failed one sub...duno why..i hv failed my most favourite sub...why why why?but i knew tat i hv nt done well in it..but nt serious til fail..i was almost unconfidence inside exam hall for every subs last time....sorry for letting my parent down...they thought i was joking jz nw..but they din scold me at all..but i hope they did it jz nw..mum asked me to stop working too, last time they put so much pressure on me, put high expectation on me..i was afraid of calling them after checking my results..yet i noe they will call me..but jz waiting for their calls..if last time, surely my mum will scold me,but she did nt scold me this time...god bless me

14 mar

stamina weaks...playing badminton wif jia jz nw, only played a while jz then tired dy...no more energy, this is the consequence of seldom exerise..haha...called my dad jz nw, asking for goin to travel after working...he said need to consider 1st...really hope tat he will let me go play before my new sem starts..let me go to my bro there aso can..jz wan a break....sorry if let u all down sometimes...but i aso duno wat to do..a fren asked me:" do u really hv to choose a struggling way to live ur life now? everything actually is under ur control.." my ans is i wont want my life to be like tat, jz my heart never think,never do as wat my mouth always say out..hope after passing day by day,week by week will be better..

careless whisper

Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind,
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

Should've known better

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say
We could have been so good together

如果

如果有这样的结果，我不会要认识你
如果有这样的结果，我不会要喜欢上你
如果有这样的结果，我应该当时就跟你讲清楚
如果有这样的结果，我不会要你现在还在等
如果有这样的结果，我应该听父母的话去外国读书
如果有这样的结果，我不会让你做出那样的事
如果有这样的结果，我不会要自己心软
如果有这样的结果，我不会要自己再掉眼泪
如果有这样的结果，我不会去喝咖啡

如果有这样的结果， 如果知道如果就不会发生不愉快的事。。以上所写得关连很多事

06 mar

today do filing...whole day still doin filing..finally stop at 5 sth...went to ate mcd together wif colleagues, hving alots of fun, but mum keep calling in afternoon time,not only her..a fren keep calling too. then i throw my hp inside my bag,sorry for saying tat i m nt able to pick up any calls tat moment..after back, go walk walk a while at klcc..then mum called me and nagged again...sorry for being tat rude to u...

getting better??

a fren calls and sms me everyday...asking tat whether m i feeling more better after passing day by day....i tell him:" yes~but u cant expect me to be fully recovered..time is a cure~~"he said tat he totally agreed wif me..thankz for helping me..i appreciate for ur helping..but sorry to say tat my ans is still no...u request me to do so in order to help myself faster..but tat is wat i hv to do myself n without another person..

wat a unlucky day

this few days re unlucky day..yesterday lrt broke down ,then duno which place get flooded...lrt can move...cars on the road aso cant move...so sam,ster n i went to eat kfc, then walked to pav to wait for don...around 10.30 pm only reach home..tired...today got a call from mum..keep...complain and complain...dad's goin to transfer to kapit soon...so gonna leave my mum alone at home from monday to thursday??sigh..three children dy outside, nt by ur side..now still wanna separate mum and dad...she was saying til almost crying..coincidencely, i was stressed with my works..so mood kinda bad this evening time..hope tml will be better....