Wednesday, October 29, 2008

no more please

this few days so hot..hot til u re sweating at night time..sigh..eventhough i m living so high..but it is useless...this sem is quite free, we only hv 4 subs..so kinda free..coz courseworks coming soon..get ready to fight for it..
somebody is keeping on criticizing me nowadays..i duno why..and i am very appreciate tat u dun do it..last few days, i was lost control,and freaking angry while i was playing uno together wif my housemates..sometimes, u gonna take care of other feelings..it doesnt u wanna throw the words out,then u jz speak out..it gonna make the situation around "LAME"i admit tat my patientness isn't good nowadays..so 你越要那样做,别怪我的所作所为。。a nice mood being spoiled so easily..u like tat kind of feelings...

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

breathe without air

breathe without air

tell me how if
i breathe without air
if i should die before i awake
becus u leave my pain here

i am all alone here
didnt wanna leave
how do u expect me to live without u
breathe without u

this is how i feel if u ain't here
got me out here in the water so deep
how do i breathe without air
breathe breathe
without air air

no more next person

no more next person~but how to control it??who noes it??no one noes it..and no one will ever noe it..
now sitting inside library and online, doing nothing..so boring..later still gonna attend 4 hrs tutorial class...when u dont hv tat kind of mood to attend the class happily,then u will know tat kind of feeling..
i cant compare between the diploma classmates with adv diploma classamates..but i prefer to go back to last time...dono why~miss loo them...missing the time when we went to redang last time..
tml results gonna come out..but i m not worrying, not like last time..in my expectation, i might fail one sub..if making careless mistakes, might be 2,3 and more...fail all..see how am i goin to handle it...stupid idiot saying stupid words here...

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

sigh

wat kind of fren u hv??seems like everything is changing...a best fren to me still a best fren to me??i hope so..but why we re getting less topics to be discussing...playing n fooling wif her?sure i can..but i cant share out my matters with her...maybe i need a fren that can share everything wif me..i can share everything wif tat person..it seems like i hvn meet tat kind of person? how good it can be if i can go back to diploma time??frens keep on changing..from secondary school to coll,from hostel to mu, i hv known alots of frens..but cant last longer..i seldom contact wif hostel fren nowadays..evens my ex-roommate..everyone has their own characteristics....wat kind of frens i hv known?? betrayer.....pretender....n many more...
in coll, quarter of my classmates seem like a stranger to me...seldom talk with them...wat i shud do now??passing day by day,studying n studying..passing this kind of days..alone is a good choice??