hope to leave

staring at audit notes..but i cant concentrate,i cant sleep...no need coffee this time~i dono wat the hell is happening to me recently~now is peak time for this sem,all tests and assignments are around this few weeks..feel unenergetic while having classes at coll,awake from gastric pain,headache and.......sth tat i cant ever express out~feel like wana leave this kind of life,leave this kind of place..a fren told me to be optimistic...i m trying to be like tat, but i cant..nothing can make me to think optimisticly..i am trying to think it in right way,mybe there's a barrier in front of me..can i beat it down?a big rock inside heart is really suffering~a housemate helped me to massage jz now, and saying tat he can feels that i m very stressed out recently..cant deny it..next to shoulder is very hard ~~

19/07/08

no mood to study this few days..donno why...mind interruption...get bothering~dono wat m i thinking..facing mis really cause me no mood to study it..dono how m i goin to study for final exam.went to watch batman " the dark knight" jz now..quite a interesting movie, sitting inside cinema for 2 and a half hours is worthness for it..haha, finally return back the "maxis broadband" but so sad to hear tat there's last bill coming and my father gotta pay for it again..report gonna out soon...but no feeling bout it~

why u wan to noe her?why u wanna tell her?why u ask so many?no more nex time...you hv did a big mistake this time..there 's not a coincidence..hurt hurt hurt~you got ur own principle, i noe..but the fact is being known by me,no more secret in front of me..yet u still tell me u duno..fine~

busy day gonna come

assignment assignment..test test test...starting from next week til week 10 gonna be a busy busy life...goin to pass up the assignments and...some tests are coming soon..
parent and bros re coming to attend my convocation next sunday..haha, so happy to wait for tat day to come.even is only diploma,but tat's all my effort to graduate from diploma..now further studies to advance diploma and it is "double","Triple" tougher than diploma...wat my senior told me last time was absolutely right...a friend who was pursued acca last time was very stressed out..everyday see her studying and studying,non-stop~how could this life be?

dont want your sorry

telling me u re sorry
that make me happy outside
but
leave me breathless
leave me hopeless

imagine a life without you
that make me deeply hurt
i dont need another love
coz it is not suitable..
not for me...

dont want your sorry
dont want your sorry
my heart hurt agains.
never think again..

dont want your sorry
dont want your sorry
having sleepless night
seeing me suffering

2 july 2008

hearing from a fren..was deeply depressed of his life now..facing a person who he likes everyday,making her more suffering..he said that tat's girl reaction sometimes will cause him angry..coz he is sensitive??maybe~~but wat can he do??he nearly wanna giv up,but he told me that he cant..he dont dare to propose to that girl..still need to face her for few years in college life..tat girl always mentions another person in front of him...once she has problems,she will find him..he always convinces her..but inside his heart was deeply hurted..imagine, hearing tat the one who u like always mentioning another person that she like..it isn't hurt??

忘记一个人的方法

1.如果你是女的你可以哭哭不停的哭哭完了就不想哭了
2.你可以喝酒要喝醉了天天喝直到自己想清醒的时候再停止
3.如果你无事可做或是因为分手而无心做事那你就跑步不停的跑跑的累的都不行了在回家洗个澡睡觉
4.如果这样你都忘不了那你就离开他所在的城市到另一个你没去过的地方你可以是工作也可以是旅游到了一个新的环境你只会想着怎么生存可能寂寞的时候你还是会想他但是久了就好了
5.找一个新的人开始新的恋情要在治疗一段伤痕最好的办法就是下一次恋爱
6.找一个朋友做你的垃圾筒等你说的你不想在陈述时那么它对你的伤害就已经在减轻了
7.把电话号地址都换了把关于他的一切都丢掉从新开始
8.好好的爱自己爱自己要知道这个世界你最了不起　　朋友们，其实没有什么是治疗失恋最好的良药如果以上办法都帮不了你，那就等着时间吧！时间是最好的良药相信我吧！一切都会过去的阴雨天总会有的！那你就只好等了，等着乌云的过去那么晴天还回远吗？没办法没个人都有这么一劫，面对吧千万不要为了不值得的人而轻生不值得啊

爱情

爱情...
没有参考书...
是需要两个人...
两厢情愿去经营的...
当爱情刚要开始时...是暧昧的...
当爱情刚刚开始时...是甜蜜的...
当爱情延伸到浓时...是幸福的...
爱情顺其自然地晋级到亲情...
爱情是需要两人一起携手去体验的...
当其中一个人开始疲惫...
当其中一个人开始厌倦...
当其中一个人开始累了...
爱情相对的也再也无法继续了...
爱情就此得结束了...