same boat~u ---me---him~

today is a boring day..i was chasing drama with my roommate this few di understand "ur" feelings, i m now experiencing it..i am sorry for tat..but u did ntg at all~never ask, so i dono wat re u thinking recently..falling in lov with a person is very suffering right?but sorry to tell u tat i dunhv means tat i really dunhv..so i m facing same situation now~

14 nov

jz back from watching madagascar with my housemates at klcc..it was kinda funny, it seems like everyone was laughed from the beginning til the end of the movie..but i was indifferent..i laugh sometimes, but i din laugh all the time..maybe i am not really interesting in cartoon..or there's a reason behind it??
i duno why i hv tat kind of .....i hope i dunhv..jz it want to come, then it will come..izzit really true??..i duno wat's u thinking...i really cant expect so much~i so hate tat i was busy with assignments, courseworks every sem..but now i realize tat i cant be so free too..making me thinking more n more..i dunwan myself to be like tat..
yesterday went to play badminton with my housemates again, trying to smash as many as i can..til hving bodyache today..and this morning my throat is kidding wif me?almost cant talk this morning..luckily my lovely roommate hs made me cool drink, thankz yeah~

a poem

i never really know u,
u were jz another fren,
but when i got to noe u,
i let mixed feelings mend
i couldn't accept new love
coz i couldn't accept myself wif it
i hv to forget my previous love
and giv love another try?
so m i really fallen in lov wif u?
that's still a question mark..
i never meant to
let it come too fast
i dont dare to ask
i dont expect ur love
and i hv no right to expect it

so that is a end of it?

To a best fren

hearing tat u re goin to melbourne soon..there 's a word describing my feeling..sad..but tat's ur dream to further ur studies there..since i hv known u til now, u always put ur studies at first place..so i m sure tat u wish to go there to further ur studies...hmm, i cant deny tat i m not really tat close with u like last time..coz we re in diff places, seldom meet each other..but i still treat tis girl as best fren..last nite was talking to u in phone, my tears was dropped..dono why..another best fren mag told me tat we only hv one chance to meet each others,tat is tis coming december..aftertat,she might not come back very oftenly...if really do,she will go back to kuching but not sibu..how sad i m after hearing tis kind of news~then ahbe..u re goin to melbourne..i m thinking tat if u also leave, who m i goin to bluff with,fooling around with,playing with, when i go back to hometown..who can i find?i dono~when i hv problems, who can i talk to??i m goin to sibu next year feb 7, then u told me tat u gona flight on feb 11..speechless~

To be:
reaching new place will be a stranger place for u..jz learn to get used to it..remember to take good care of ur health..dun be too stress yeah..if got problem, i will always be a listener to u...hope i can get back the same AHBE tat i was known...haha...good luck~