Change mindset

Confidence up, confidence down Dignity up and down, Changing my mind, changing it back again.. I have done it again, proved myself Is it expected smile back? Or frustration It seems like a “f” The notice I earn is dilute with disappointment The smile that I give is a scorn While i lose my breath and start to lose track Fanciful feeling hiding a fool Lend me what’s common, or just give a quack Because i am changing my mind, no begging at end