THANK you friends~

when inspiration comes,
here comes a mood to blogging

Thank you, friend, for all the things for past few years
that means so much to me
your concern
your understanding
your advices

Thank you for listening with your heart
for cheering me when i am done
for waking me up when i am not myself
for bring out the best in me

Thank you for letting me to lean on when problems appear
for silly times we Laugh out loud
For taking care of me when i am sick
for neutralizing all the pains

For all the time we spend,
thank you all my friends~

big head...

LONG TIME NO BLOGGING~~~

Big head...head goin to become bigger and bigger...mummy, daddy, bros are sleeping now...all of my buddies.....but i m here making my head bigger because of this studying life in UK!!now is 20.23pm~ daytime in uk is longer than nightime..the day is still bright now, i was thought that i will be suffering in this sudden change of weather here..but i am not,

i miss my home..miss hometown foods..miss everything~~ second experience of leaving home and come to a new place...missing everything..

live wif myself

I have to live with myself, and so
I want to be able, as days go by,
Always to look myself straight in the eye.
I don't want to stand with the setting sun,
And hate myself for things I have done.
I don't want to keep on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself, as I come and go,
Into thinking that nobody else will know
I want to go out with my head erect,
But here in the struggle for fame and self
I want to be able to like myself
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I'm bluster and bluff, an empty show.
I can never hide myself from me;,
I never can fool myself, and so,
Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.

sleepless night

it's 2.16am now...i still cant sleep, maybe due to slept too much this noon time. sigh! hot day, hot weather...i prefer the weather to be colder as like last few days..it could another reason why i cant sleep..missing someone too..
a gud fren of mine is enjoying her holiday at seabull..when getting nearer wif her eventhough she is at hometown now, i m missing her more, coz it's hard chance for us to meet with each other..ah be, can meet u soon, n i m very happy for it..
MASter degree or Acca?? i can either choose one of it, but most probably i will choose acca. but it could make me more suffering, coz acca is damn tough, i duno whether i can afford to pass all of tat 5 papers...by the way, my parent aso wont let me go to pursue master degree...coz they nvr heard of this uni, so wont be contributing 7ok for me to go there....

need peace

friends are being there for us to appreciate
but for us to ignore if u like
nothing's wrong and right
not as you think, stressly
thinking that you are always right


all i need is speaking out frankly
but not criticizing
but not bearing by one of urself

all we want is peace
all we need is peace
all we ask is peace
all we crave is peace
all we lack is peace
Peace is all we want

something we can ask
before it's blown
something we can avoid
before it's becoming worst

坏结局？？

好久没有动你了,好久没有写自己的心情,情绪在你身上

或许想说的,想表达的..实在太多了...说不完的故事...

"你你你"啊....这就是你要给我的结局吗?

没有人看戏希望看到坏结局，我也不另外

不过你还是要给我“这样”的结局？

人生就是那样，你想要得到的东西，就它偏偏不让你得到。

遇到性格如何的人，能不能接受，也是看你自己要不要去接受

有时你遇到的情形，让到你没有办法选择。。

除非你太执著，是人家拿你没办法，不是你拿人家没办法。。

不过这是你做人的定义？？有时伤害到身边的人，你知道吗？？

有时想做回自己。。不过好难噢。。明明不想做，不过最后还是做了

可能这就是我吧。。。别人不当它是一回事，我不能不当它不是一回事。

谁是完美的？？没人是完美的。。你不去接受他的那面，你要如何和他相处？

因为你的执着，闹到不愉快。。值得吗？？这就是做朋友的定义？

遗憾~~

found..........

open ur diary
sort out ur shattered mood
u dont know how
u cant remember anything
but i trust
just having mutual love leads to charms
but u get disappointed again n again
our love seems like melting ice cream
sweet?yet it doesnt glisten the same way
i will repeatedly go over things wif u daily
so we can recover tat lost love happiness
how could i forget the feeling
if i lost you?
in a sily way
still thinking that we could be together
i'd wish after the stars
if u re not by my side
even realizing my dream would have no meaning