LAST PAPER~

yeah...today i m goin to hv last paper soon~~now is 7.22 am, my exam will be starting at 9 til 12..after 12pm, all gonna be over...so exciting for it..after exam, we re goin to "lepak"..after studying and burning midnite oil for so long time, we shud relax and go shopping~go sing k..do wateva we wan..my dear roommates, ur panda eyes will be recovering soon, no worries...
wat shud i say bout it??i m better..so u dun worry, geo...thankz for giving me advices..mybe it's jz a crush, but i m better after listening to all this "powerful" advices..thankz to those who hv helping me this few days..jia , geo and ahbe...luckily i still can handle my tax and pm...if nt, really gonna stay back to resit nex sem..good luck to everyone in exam la..

defeated

being defeated..i duno whether i still can handle the following 3 subs...lost confidence..frustrating...stressful...i did nt do well in my first paper this morning, this paper is my favourite sub..i duno wat hv i wrote this morning..my mind was totally blanked jz nw, n yet i giv away 10 marks.i cant even remember a basic formula..really gonna slap myself.. Thinking back when i was still living inside hostel, a fren asked me:" when can i get the jenny who i hv known back?" i only tell her to wait...

sickness + exam

sometimes i think negatively....exam period is always like a suffering day for me...yet plus my sickness...really damn freaking tiring of it...nowadays, i can afford to sleep for 5 or 6 hours per day..still i hv to suffer from heart pains everynite..like a old ppl, i cant live without medicine....a person has once requested me to quit my studies,then go back to hometown..i hv walking forward for my career in half way, so i cant let it go..i dunhv tat ability to do so...
everyday i go to lib....til noon time..then go back to continue studying again..repeat and repeat doin the same thing everyday..after exam, i shud be happy..coz cny is coming soon..but i dunhv tat kind of exciting feeling at all..coz i m goin back on 7 of feb...i only can spend my cny time together wif my bros..but nt my parent..this is the first time i m goin to celebrate cny at kl...but nt at grandma house..kinda sad bout it...after finishing exam, i can still directly go back to hometown, but i cant leave my 2 bros here alone..so there's no choice for me....

火柴天堂

walking in the cold and snow of the night time
with a matches warming my dream and heart
walking step by step wif lonely feeling

a pack of matches burning my heart
cant stop myself from walking forward
wind thorn cut my face , dragging my feet
how long still i can stay any longer

who will buy my matches
who will be a hope that lighten my matches
who will be the 1 who buys my loneliness
who will be the 1 who cures my sadness

each time lighten my matches
cant stop myself from seeing mother's word for me
saying that u hv to be brave,
saying that u hv to be strong nt to be afraid
saying that u hv to stray from this

mother's holding ur hand
walking back to home
sleeping in the warmth of paradise