To a best fren

hearing tat u re goin to melbourne soon..there 's a word describing my feeling..sad..but tat's ur dream to further ur studies there..since i hv known u til now, u always put ur studies at first place..so i m sure tat u wish to go there to further ur studies...hmm, i cant deny tat i m not really tat close with u like last time..coz we re in diff places, seldom meet each other..but i still treat tis girl as best fren..last nite was talking to u in phone, my tears was dropped..dono why..another best fren mag told me tat we only hv one chance to meet each others,tat is tis coming december..aftertat,she might not come back very oftenly...if really do,she will go back to kuching but not sibu..how sad i m after hearing tis kind of news~then ahbe..u re goin to melbourne..i m thinking tat if u also leave, who m i goin to bluff with,fooling around with,playing with, when i go back to hometown..who can i find?i dono~when i hv problems, who can i talk to??i m goin to sibu next year feb 7, then u told me tat u gona flight on feb 11..speechless~

To be:
reaching new place will be a stranger place for u..jz learn to get used to it..remember to take good care of ur health..dun be too stress yeah..if got problem, i will always be a listener to u...hope i can get back the same AHBE tat i was known...haha...good luck~

no more please

this few days so hot..hot til u re sweating at night time..sigh..eventhough i m living so high..but it is useless...this sem is quite free, we only hv 4 subs..so kinda free..coz courseworks coming soon..get ready to fight for it..
somebody is keeping on criticizing me nowadays..i duno why..and i am very appreciate tat u dun do it..last few days, i was lost control,and freaking angry while i was playing uno together wif my housemates..sometimes, u gonna take care of other feelings..it doesnt u wanna throw the words out,then u jz speak out..it gonna make the situation around "LAME"i admit tat my patientness isn't good nowadays..so 你越要那样做，别怪我的所作所为。。a nice mood being spoiled so easily..u like tat kind of feelings...

breathe without air

breathe without air

tell me how if
i breathe without air
if i should die before i awake
becus u leave my pain here

i am all alone here
didnt wanna leave
how do u expect me to live without u
breathe without u

this is how i feel if u ain't here
got me out here in the water so deep
how do i breathe without air
breathe breathe
without air air

no more next person

no more next person~but how to control it??who noes it??no one noes it..and no one will ever noe it..
now sitting inside library and online, doing nothing..so boring..later still gonna attend 4 hrs tutorial class...when u dont hv tat kind of mood to attend the class happily,then u will know tat kind of feeling..
i cant compare between the diploma classmates with adv diploma classamates..but i prefer to go back to last time...dono why~miss loo them...missing the time when we went to redang last time..
tml results gonna come out..but i m not worrying, not like last time..in my expectation, i might fail one sub..if making careless mistakes, might be 2,3 and more...fail all..see how am i goin to handle it...stupid idiot saying stupid words here...

sigh

wat kind of fren u hv??seems like everything is changing...a best fren to me still a best fren to me??i hope so..but why we re getting less topics to be discussing...playing n fooling wif her?sure i can..but i cant share out my matters with her...maybe i need a fren that can share everything wif me..i can share everything wif tat person..it seems like i hvn meet tat kind of person? how good it can be if i can go back to diploma time??frens keep on changing..from secondary school to coll,from hostel to mu, i hv known alots of frens..but cant last longer..i seldom contact wif hostel fren nowadays..evens my ex-roommate..everyone has their own characteristics....wat kind of frens i hv known?? betrayer.....pretender....n many more...
in coll, quarter of my classmates seem like a stranger to me...seldom talk with them...wat i shud do now??passing day by day,studying n studying..passing this kind of days..alone is a good choice??

genting trip

jz back from genting highland...gonna thankz for my frens and housemates who was helping me to celebrate my birthday..thankz a lots, fatty ling..dun be so sad la..we still hv chances to hv fun again..sorry and sad to see tat u re suffering from sickness at genting~take care more..
haha..i already expected what u guys re goin to do yesterday night..so smart leh..i am goin back soon..yeappi~long time no go back hometown..but this holiday is very short,sigh.. guys..enjoy ur holiday..see u all nex sem~

genting group study- last sub

really last sub for this sem, then i can go back hometown lo...now at genting hving study group- "Starbuck", first time come here to have study group..normally come here to have fun,but now need to look at my notes and enjoying the cold weather here...really cold at midnite time...but kinda comfortable..now is my relax time, with taking care of my fren 's laptop - pakto now T.T...haha..
last time wat "u" said was right, but now no more tat kind of thinking..even i dont like, but i cant do anything....u can see from my face tat i really dun like this kind of "u"?sometime, i cant accept it..but all the while, i act like nothing...i duno whether u noe wat m i thinking, or sometime u can realize my reaction...but all of this is not important..