24 dec 2007

i miss my hometown, miss my parents..i wanna go back to hometown.a fren said to me,"piggy piggy, be patient..still leave a month more~then u can go back to sibu"i hv to go thru a war then only can go back..sigh
this few days, i was hving serious headache n cant sleep~really got no idea on it.cant even concentrate on my revision~who can help me? i hv 6 subs for this sem..and all of them re quite tough~so need to put more effort on it in order to score good results..
my lovely classmates brought me tang yuan yesterday..thankz yeah,seow loo..i was supposed to go to klang yesterday,but i din go at all..coz of sth hs happened..i dun feel like saying wat had happened..but it was totally a bad new for me..

15 dec 2007

2007 gonna end~another year is coming..so fast..i got no planning nex year, jz plan to finish my diploma, then gonna hv a big head to think wat is my nex step either to continue to advance or..
i went to rebond my hair last nite wif frens..so unbelieveable~ now only i can relax a bit~still leave a assignment need to pass up and one test goin to hv soon..aftertat , i can fly!!haha..dun be so happy,the real exam is still behind..BIG HEAD~.~
now, i m waiting to meet someone tat i desire to c the most~cant tell u who is tat person..shhh,secret..haha. 5.18am now, i wake up so early for wat?but i cant really close my eyes again,cant get back to sleep..dunno why..waiting for time to pass. My hometown is facing a big problem now, tat is "FLOODING"coz it was raining non-stop last few days.my parents called me and complained to me..lol, everyone only can stay at home

31 august 2007

Today is National Day..i lock myself in my room for whole day..staring at FA notes, doing practices for FA (financial accounting) WHOLE DAY FOCUS ON FA~~my MIS cham...only revise till chapter 2 only..i am getting nervous and nervous.EXAM is around the corner.Besides tat , i m sick now..i n not energetic..body so weak and hot..my parents asked me to go to c doctor..for my opinion, it is wasting money but i got no choice..i cant let myself sick yet exam is coming soon..

19 august 2007

Yesterday nite, a senior hv read my blogs..and told me that that cd key for window vista software is original but it's a Volume Key License, just that the cd is duplicated. By the way, maybe some of you didn't know. If it's a student edition, it's supposed to be given free, and you don't have to pay a cent for it. SOT is just trying to make money...hmm..i was scolded badly last time because of this, but anyway, it is oledi over..my senior asked me to explain to them again..i think it is not possible to do so..exam is coming soon..hais..i only start a bit..anyway..wish all the tarcians good luck in their exams..gambateh

14 August 2007

5.27pm...raining dog and cat~i m now stucking at school..cant go back..Final exam is coming soon,have to pass this stuggling life again~hais..but wat to do?
wat should i do?call or not call?but it is worrying me..wat did u mean by calling me at 5 sth am ,then got no response again after i sms u..wat is happening?can u tell me?dont juz leave me without giving explanation to me..

11 august 2007

boring boring....hais...doing nothing at cafeteria, and yet looking for the percentage of battery of laptop dropping..i should bring the charger here...sigh,wat to do?after laptop automatically off due to lack of battery, wat should i do next?walking around in the universiti?..so boring!i should bring my notes here..i have to wait till my bro's convo finish..gosh, tat time should be around 12 sth...i wanna sleep but who are goin to take care of my bro's laptop~no choice, NESLO AIS!yeah!again...jz now already drunk neslo, now again....no choice...

10 august 2007.

A warm sensation fills my body..My heart races with every touch..The softness of your voice soothes.My soul,as I lay there hoping the moment will never end.calling out for you, praying that you'll never let me go..The sensation so strong, i can no longer feel my body. Slowly, I fade in and out of reality.My heart was empty, my soul was torn apart..i was lying on my bed and wondering where I went Wrong.Calling out for you, only to find the answer but there is no answer
..my heart was very confused,what to do?can anyone tell me? "...", what have u all told and promised me before is just a joke?a lie? i really hope tat it is not true..why dun u response me?what happen to u? can u plz dun treat me like tat? i was serious....serious~

9 august 2007

TOday is my roommate's birthday..last nite we hav gave her a big surprise..all my buddies and i was hide in the room while she was taking her bath..then she was shocked when saw us inside and yet some of shoes was put inside my room..
i was late to school today because of overslept..i am not goin to eat lunch...why?coz i will go to talipon tonite to eat steamboat..yesterday, i was very sad because of some incident..i hv a bad experience at this beginning of this year, i dunwan to face this situation again..luckily, my parents told me that she is better than yesterday..thankz godness, u giv me a very good present..
i am very confused about my feeling...wat should i do?i dunwan this affects my studies and yet my exam is coming soon...so i decide not to think about it 1st..

3 august 2007

i went to sing k wif my fren juz now..i meant to release all my stress.i hav just finished all my coursework and presentation, so happy..but after finish singing k, another matter came again..why u want to ask me at this time?wat do u expect me to answer u?please~i dont wan to involve in it anymore..my final exam is coming soon..i dont wan to c my results drop becus of this. i wanna live in peace by passing day by day...god..
我一天没有烦恼是不能的吗?

27 july 2007

i am now at hotel together with my parents..Finally, my brother hav graduated. my dream has come true.i can face to face talking to my papa and mama..we went to sushi king to eat..we went to kim gary to eat..my body size has increased again..hais, but it is worth~haha

06 july 2007

many things happened these days..i hv brought a software of window vista which only costs 10 dollar at school..can anyone tell me izzit original?i lend to my classmate last time and he told me tat it is not original..i believe him~yesterday i hav been scolded terribly..why?coz i sold it only 10 dollar to my friend..am i stupid?i was so careless and should not be forgiven..honestly, i was shocked last nite..and dunno what to do..i dun dare to go back to my room, so i went to my fren's room..
i was having a terrible stomachache last few days..it was suffering, u noe?i ate nasi lemak last few days,then i suffered from stomachache on the nex day..i really cant eat spicy..what have happened to my stoamach?sensitive?what else can i eat besides spicy food?
i will be very busy on the coming weeks..submission of assignments, small examination,presentation..they come it together..maybe it is a challenge for me to get rid of it.

my blog

i was very boring at hostel..i do not work. Today many new residents check in to our hostel.i hav been awaken by a noisy sound early in the morning and canteen was full today..somebody told me to give good impression to juniors..haha,m i not showing?i bought a new purse today..my lovely purse..Actually there's nothing happening today..i was feeling very boring ..Actually i plan to go to cheras to find my cousin..but i din go at last..why?i cant tell it out here...i was feeling really bad last few days..i was crying yesterday nite..geo called me and asked me wat's wrong wif me..i wish tat i can say all out..i wanna do something to make myself feeling better..i tried to sing as loud as i can,i try to do some cleaning to make myself busy,i try to go shopping,i try to online and chat wif frens,listening to song..but after i go back to my room,my bad feeling comes again....useless..m i useless?who can tell me?who can understand me?who can help me?surely ..everyday, i create strange and sad quotes..some of them asked why dont i create sth more happy...my mind is full of negative things..how to create good quotes?i m trying to change..change my personality..but not changing to bad person..these days, i like to listen to hot and rock songs,but not sentimental...i want to relax myself...i dont want to listen to sentimental songs...i was a bit regretted for not goin back to my hometown..but my parents is coming soon and i dont want to waste money to go back..i hope my parent come faster..