Do not test my patience degrees

my patience is nt tat good as wat u hv expected..i cant read tru ur mind, i cant find out wat is ur intention..i jz hope u wont be so childish, past is dy a past..u cant change anything..i cant force myself to treat u good...i cant make myself to hv 2 faces..i believe u wont want to see it..pls dun involve everyone in this matter..i beg u~i am damn....freaking.....tiring of u...wat u wan to say,jz say to me..dun ask others to say it to me..asking others to scold me?? u hope to get from my responses..n yet u can tell others bout the reason why i didnt go back last time..wat a damn reason u tell bebe..if i can go back, i will find wateva way to go back..wat u did hv made me very frustrating..very hate u...i hv been sad for many many weeks becus of wat u hv did..
bebe, i wont blame u..i noe u like him so much,so u will help him..but it is dy too over...i dunwan to spoil our frenship, i noe u re a very understanding person, in fact, i did ntg wrong..i hv the rights not to explain so much..if u dun believe wat i hv told u, then i no need to explain so much..if i hv been talking to u rudely n angrily last nite, i apologized..i hope u understand..all the rude words u hv said to me last nite really hurts me...u nver treat me like tat b4...sobsob

26 dec

duno why i wake up so early today?later i will go for a interview..but i never scare bout it..it keep refreshing in my mind,before sleeping..i will think of it, after i wake up..i still will think of it~sigh..dun think bout it anymore..but sometimes ur mind is telling u wat u wan, wat u hope to hv, wat u wish to do..but i wont make myself to hv this..

merry xmas..

merry xmas..today is christmas day..i din go anywhere to celebrate..i m not mind whether to celebrate or not to celebrate due to frustration, i went to "bull" together wif esther..haha..we was sort of crazy jz now coz we started to "lepak" at jj from 3 sth til 7 sth..haha...kinda tiring today...sorry to david..coz cant acc u out...i was been outside from 8 morning til 7 sth in the night...
yesterday jz checked out the examination timetable..omg...15,17,19,21...so close...hectic...depress...sigh~btw, good luck to everyone la....

18 december 08

it seems like i wasnt a lucky girl...i wont face any health problem when i was in my hometown..but after come to kl..many health problems occur...when i was in diploma and lived inside hostel, i am not tat good in eating spicy foods..but sometimes it seems like there is no many choices for me to choose..especially mamak stall...then after eating those oily and spicy foods, i will run to toilet..the most terribly was when u slept very well and tight in the midnite time, ur stomach starts to pain causing u so suffering...this is wat i was faced last time..then in diploma second year, i was been send to kch to hav a stomach operation.....i remember tat i was been adviced to go to check my body when in kl..but my mum dun allow me to do so..luckily i listen to my mum's advice..coz i gonna go on wif my life in kl with this kind of bad new??n yet the exam was around the corner..i was not trying to avoid from knowing this fact..but the problem is i duno whether i can handle and face this kind of problem in kl..i m nt tat tough and strong girl...i will think alots til affect my studies..
jz now "HE" called me again..talking to me about visiting ah ling..how could u been so dare???still dare to tell me tat u wanna visit her...ah ling is a good fren of mine, but unfortunely she has leave us jz in a sudden which i will never expect..and stun for few days aftering hearing this kind of bad news...reading the letter u send to me, i was really goin insane, speechless and moody til i cant stand any longer,so i say out everything to my roommates and cry...i miss u alots..ah ling....i dunwan to think about it anymore n yet "u" still wanna remind me bout it..u re spoiling my mood..u noe?u cant blame me of unforgiving u..jz tat i really cant forgiv u..hearing from ur call, ur appearance makes me think of her..so pls stop from it...i noe u will read it..jz hope u understand..we was been a good fren before..but after this case..i really duno how to talk to u anymore..i was better off without u..so pls jz let me go....tat's all i want to say..
drinking teh tarik causing me hard to breathe..sis, u re right..i really cant drink so much caffeine..there was a period i never touch teh chi..and nescafe..i really dunlike to drink coffee..but my mum and dad like to drink it..i duno why..jz i will drink it while having exam..coz coffee is only a way for me to fully gain my energy..haha..if not i will fall asleep easily..haha..

sick girl

i was feeling sick for few days..since last few days, i didn't have appetite to eat, only can manage to finish half of my porridge yesterday..another half leave for today..yesterday was a most terrible day for me..i was vomited for three times..even my lecturer was a bit weird why i keep goin out..nex time shudnt sit tat in front, then being asking by my fren to seek for doc..at first i dun feel like wanna go..but after being convinced, i change my mind coz i cant continue to be sick at this moment..i still have to face tax test on thursday..
thankz for those who is concerning me for this few days..my sis~haha..my 2 roommates and others fren..my roommate cooked me a delicious soup mee yesterday..haha, even today i did sth wrong..but she never "bongkar Rahsia"...if not, i will be scolded...xp

14 dec

no idea wat the hell is happening to me...i dun eat much recently.....jz dunhv appetite to eat, i got ntg to worry..my fren says tat i m worrying bout my exam on thu, i dunthink it is a reason for me to eat so less..i only can eat half of my normal meals...sigh~

what is life?

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

10 dec 08

ntg so special nowadays..jz having normal life...no relationship problem..no studies problem..no family problem...ntg to worry..kinda like this kind of life. But exam final is coming soon, so gonna suffer tat time..sigh~Due to examination crashing wif CNY, i cant go back to hometown to celebrate CNY..and hearing tat my bros re goin to acc me at kl here..a fren told me tat we might finish our exam before cny..but still i cant go back,coz my bros sacrifice to acc me here,i cant go back first n leave them here...no more visiting wif my hometown frens, no more goin back to engkilili...jz can accept this fate lo~go back to celebrate chap goh meh~~

same boat~u ---me---him~

today is a boring day..i was chasing drama with my roommate this few di understand "ur" feelings, i m now experiencing it..i am sorry for tat..but u did ntg at all~never ask, so i dono wat re u thinking recently..falling in lov with a person is very suffering right?but sorry to tell u tat i dunhv means tat i really dunhv..so i m facing same situation now~

14 nov

jz back from watching madagascar with my housemates at klcc..it was kinda funny, it seems like everyone was laughed from the beginning til the end of the movie..but i was indifferent..i laugh sometimes, but i din laugh all the time..maybe i am not really interesting in cartoon..or there's a reason behind it??
i duno why i hv tat kind of .....i hope i dunhv..jz it want to come, then it will come..izzit really true??..i duno wat's u thinking...i really cant expect so much~i so hate tat i was busy with assignments, courseworks every sem..but now i realize tat i cant be so free too..making me thinking more n more..i dunwan myself to be like tat..
yesterday went to play badminton with my housemates again, trying to smash as many as i can..til hving bodyache today..and this morning my throat is kidding wif me?almost cant talk this morning..luckily my lovely roommate hs made me cool drink, thankz yeah~

a poem

i never really know u,
u were jz another fren,
but when i got to noe u,
i let mixed feelings mend
i couldn't accept new love
coz i couldn't accept myself wif it
i hv to forget my previous love
and giv love another try?
so m i really fallen in lov wif u?
that's still a question mark..
i never meant to
let it come too fast
i dont dare to ask
i dont expect ur love
and i hv no right to expect it

so that is a end of it?

To a best fren

hearing tat u re goin to melbourne soon..there 's a word describing my feeling..sad..but tat's ur dream to further ur studies there..since i hv known u til now, u always put ur studies at first place..so i m sure tat u wish to go there to further ur studies...hmm, i cant deny tat i m not really tat close with u like last time..coz we re in diff places, seldom meet each other..but i still treat tis girl as best fren..last nite was talking to u in phone, my tears was dropped..dono why..another best fren mag told me tat we only hv one chance to meet each others,tat is tis coming december..aftertat,she might not come back very oftenly...if really do,she will go back to kuching but not sibu..how sad i m after hearing tis kind of news~then ahbe..u re goin to melbourne..i m thinking tat if u also leave, who m i goin to bluff with,fooling around with,playing with, when i go back to hometown..who can i find?i dono~when i hv problems, who can i talk to??i m goin to sibu next year feb 7, then u told me tat u gona flight on feb 11..speechless~

To be:
reaching new place will be a stranger place for u..jz learn to get used to it..remember to take good care of ur health..dun be too stress yeah..if got problem, i will always be a listener to u...hope i can get back the same AHBE tat i was known...haha...good luck~

no more please

this few days so hot..hot til u re sweating at night time..sigh..eventhough i m living so high..but it is useless...this sem is quite free, we only hv 4 subs..so kinda free..coz courseworks coming soon..get ready to fight for it..
somebody is keeping on criticizing me nowadays..i duno why..and i am very appreciate tat u dun do it..last few days, i was lost control,and freaking angry while i was playing uno together wif my housemates..sometimes, u gonna take care of other feelings..it doesnt u wanna throw the words out,then u jz speak out..it gonna make the situation around "LAME"i admit tat my patientness isn't good nowadays..so 你越要那样做，别怪我的所作所为。。a nice mood being spoiled so easily..u like tat kind of feelings...

breathe without air

breathe without air

tell me how if
i breathe without air
if i should die before i awake
becus u leave my pain here

i am all alone here
didnt wanna leave
how do u expect me to live without u
breathe without u

this is how i feel if u ain't here
got me out here in the water so deep
how do i breathe without air
breathe breathe
without air air

no more next person

no more next person~but how to control it??who noes it??no one noes it..and no one will ever noe it..
now sitting inside library and online, doing nothing..so boring..later still gonna attend 4 hrs tutorial class...when u dont hv tat kind of mood to attend the class happily,then u will know tat kind of feeling..
i cant compare between the diploma classmates with adv diploma classamates..but i prefer to go back to last time...dono why~miss loo them...missing the time when we went to redang last time..
tml results gonna come out..but i m not worrying, not like last time..in my expectation, i might fail one sub..if making careless mistakes, might be 2,3 and more...fail all..see how am i goin to handle it...stupid idiot saying stupid words here...

sigh

wat kind of fren u hv??seems like everything is changing...a best fren to me still a best fren to me??i hope so..but why we re getting less topics to be discussing...playing n fooling wif her?sure i can..but i cant share out my matters with her...maybe i need a fren that can share everything wif me..i can share everything wif tat person..it seems like i hvn meet tat kind of person? how good it can be if i can go back to diploma time??frens keep on changing..from secondary school to coll,from hostel to mu, i hv known alots of frens..but cant last longer..i seldom contact wif hostel fren nowadays..evens my ex-roommate..everyone has their own characteristics....wat kind of frens i hv known?? betrayer.....pretender....n many more...
in coll, quarter of my classmates seem like a stranger to me...seldom talk with them...wat i shud do now??passing day by day,studying n studying..passing this kind of days..alone is a good choice??

genting trip

jz back from genting highland...gonna thankz for my frens and housemates who was helping me to celebrate my birthday..thankz a lots, fatty ling..dun be so sad la..we still hv chances to hv fun again..sorry and sad to see tat u re suffering from sickness at genting~take care more..
haha..i already expected what u guys re goin to do yesterday night..so smart leh..i am goin back soon..yeappi~long time no go back hometown..but this holiday is very short,sigh.. guys..enjoy ur holiday..see u all nex sem~

genting group study- last sub

really last sub for this sem, then i can go back hometown lo...now at genting hving study group- "Starbuck", first time come here to have study group..normally come here to have fun,but now need to look at my notes and enjoying the cold weather here...really cold at midnite time...but kinda comfortable..now is my relax time, with taking care of my fren 's laptop - pakto now T.T...haha..
last time wat "u" said was right, but now no more tat kind of thinking..even i dont like, but i cant do anything....u can see from my face tat i really dun like this kind of "u"?sometime, i cant accept it..but all the while, i act like nothing...i duno whether u noe wat m i thinking, or sometime u can realize my reaction...but all of this is not important..

30/08/2008

sorry for being rude..i am sick yet gonna do my responsibilities to finish all my revisions...i admit tat i will be very moody,even bad tempering while having exam..still remember a fren said sth to me..she said:" can i have my jenny back like before?"means tat i m not the one u know very well when i m in depression,in exam period...easily get angry..tat's me~last time my hostel frens seems like dont know me and said tat i have changed when exam was around..i never deny tat...last nite being scolded by brother n asking me not to drink coffee..i seldom drink comparing to last time when i was still staying in hostel..i am not 3 years old child..i m gonna be 20 years old soon..i know wat m i doin..even after doin tat, i will be responsible for its consequences..i never drink for tis few days..so dont keep on saying to me...

sick plus exam~cham

second time~~last time flu..now coughing..i wont make myself to fall..i still hv to face my exam...jz leave me alone..do wat i wanna do..i dunlike to be disturbing..dun advice..dun keep on reminding me..jz let me be....u all dun keep on advicing me..i know wat m i doin~stress with my studies and yet keep on hearing ur all blablabla..no more thankz

可爱的housemate

tracy你帮我看看为什么我的电脑酱慢？
哦。。中trojan了。。。
什么是trojan？。。。。。（讲你又不懂，解释你又不明白。。。）
virus的一种。。。
中了会怎样？会慢咯。。。。（你不是问我为什么会慢吗？）
那要怎么办？
我用anti-virus帮你scan然后看能不能delete（难道你想喂他们吃东西?...或者你不要开电脑一年看他饿不饿死？）
酱就是在scan着了？好像好慢..
是酱紫的啦。。。（要不要我拿你的电脑敲墙壁敲那些virus出来？这样比较块）
还没好啊。。。要等到几时。。。。
等多一下啦。。。
可是人家要用。。。
你多file嘛。。。。
怎么还没好（每隔2分钟一次）。。。。。。。（问这么多次，你不闷？）
好了吗？
耐心点。。。（你再问我就打7你）
好了也！好了也！。。。。。（酱兴奋做什么。。。。）
ok，可以了。。。
就酱？
对。。。（不然你想怎样？）
真的吗？。。。
真的。。。
不会慢了？。。。。。（懒惰踩你。。。）
哇真的快很多。。。
tracy你很厉害，下次我不用拿去电脑店了，找你就好。。。。
哦。。。。。（，知道不帮你）
10分钟后。。。tracy，你还可以弄他快点吗？
去upgrade你的ram。。。
什么是ram。。。算了。。。
当我没讲过。。。。
表酱嘛。。。
告诉我嘛。。。。。。。。。。（我想死）
不然你教我咯。。。酱我就不用酱辛苦次次叫你了（很委屈你啦现在？），有时候你又不在家。。。
看怎样咯。。。
你有什么问题就问我咯。。。
（每次还不是只会喊我，让后自己跑到远远。。。
放心，电脑的virus不会传染给人脑的。。。）
tracy！！！！你帮我看看为什么酱紫的。。。表跟我讲啦，我不会的，你帮我fix一下。。。
k，我等下过来。。。（20年后你也不可能学会）
快点。。。。
哦。。。（讲等下不会听的是吗。。。放几只virus进去你就知死...)

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！（可以媲美高音歌手）
为什么你换衣不锁门的！
!!。。。。。。（你怕我是男的，还是你自己是男的）
反正家里没男生。。。
你不可以酱啦。。。。
你懂不懂这样。。。。（省略500字）
你可以关回门先吗？？（叫到酱大声，怕死人家不懂我换衣是吗？）。。。。。。。
下次记得锁门.
【关门出去】
（你出迟一步我拿衣架丢你！）

another poem by me

it 's been a lifetime
since we've known each other for so long time
hiding a locked secret & pains inside heart
growing all by myself in this journey
without your help
sad and cry through the nights
hoping you will not make such decision
but it is a fact in the end
afraid to predict tat
something is being unexpected gonna happen
all i hv to do is to be to tough
accepting and facing it
better than struggling inside
there 's only a life for me
thanks for being there when nobody was
thanks for listening to me when down
thanks for being my friend

study study study

long time no updating my blog..coz busy with revisions these days..so sien~~everday wake up,study , eat then online a while..then study again~~so sien with this life..and yet keep on studying but seems like i still cant finish,coz there is really alots for us to study..thank godness,finally pass my audit..so happy~but some of my frens hv failed it..sorry to hear tat..i know things go quite difficult..but jz face it..it is a life..sometimes , i will "ki siao" with my housemates..so do them..coz studying everyday really is not a favorite for me..hearing tat my mum was sick recently,take care mum..
hope everything goes well....good luck to everyone..add oil in final exam..study smart and study hard

our stories

how to turn the clock back 2 b4~
so that each second can be appreciated
clenched hand and relaxing
waiting for the aircaft to fly over
one by one
do not let ur tears drop
Our stories hv too many unforgettable memories
no matter how we crazy before
do let it keep in ur heart
too many memories to develop
til we cant forget it
do remember it well

know love earlier

I should be around you But not dare to say that
,can say or not say
i am too much more than
pain if listen to my words
recall by thinking u everynight
As early as I know tat love has forgotten to leave
Do you understand me, and so u do not love
Perhaps not simply extraordinary
Even if the time I hv to from now on
For u alone
know love earlier like I have forgotten
You love is never late
Just because love i understand all
love is worth than ever

trying to think in right way

you have ur first time,i hv mine...everyone hv their owns..depends on how we gonna think of it, gonna face it..first time get the most lowest mark in my test, telling u all tat i m not sad is pretending...sitting at balcony for almost one hour, staring at the condo on the mountain, staring at the construction of building...the first thing i will see the far far away from my place..but forget the most nearest thing...tat is the wall in front of me,..i am wondering why those workers are so brave,standing at the top of the half way constructed condo..they are not scare???how about their familys?maybe they are not scare,but ppls beside them are worrying for them..but no choice..they hav to work in order to gain $$...my parent always assert tat those who do not have education will hv jobs like washing toilet, throwing rubbish and so on..but if they can study,but without $$..who dont want to further their studies? if they can afford to study, but dunwan to study..tat is not a good encouragement..
before a successor is sucessful, they must hv failed before..if there is no barriers in this world..then no one will suffer anymore..
i m trying to make myself to think in right way..a fren asked me to be mature..dun see things too seriously, i will learn...thankz anyway

09/08/08

i hv no idea why u wanna do like tat...fun for u??bro told me not to be so kind..i aso hope tat i wont be so kind..but a gud fren has jz leave u..becus of tat SOB..now another fren's turn to repeat the same things as wat hd happen to "HER" last time..what shud i do??everyone asks me to ignore them...a good fren to u..how re u goin to ignore??they seems like will nvr let me go..what u guys did is nothing to do wif me..cant u jz dun report to me if u guys re quarreling or other things else..i dont need to noe..and dunwan to noe it. eventhough u tell me, but we re in difference places, wat u expect me to do..let me go, i m so tiring of these...
i took a walk at klcc jz now..and think alots of things..if there is nothing special happening, i hv already went to sing k jz now..sorry to u tat we hv broke promise..but wat u said jz now was very hurts...before this , i wanna sing k ..but not goin at last..sigh~

wat the hell are u thinking??wat the hell re u trying to do??

wat the hell re u thinking????wat the hell re u trying to do????? why my fren again!!!!!so many girls in this world...why my fren again!!cant u jz get away from my life?????????m tiring of those things...from last time til now...cant u jz stop it??if u guys wanna do anything,quarreling...or even fighting..no need tell me..i dun need to know it...i can be listener,but dun ask me to do anything..i m not ur middle person...

wat the hell are u thinking??wat the hell re u trying to do??

pek chek~

pek chek~~doin tutorial of afa...tough tough tough and yet tml my tutor wanna check it..so tiring, drank a cup of coffee jz now, but why m i still feeling so tiring???sigh~after tis thursday,we can relax lol, then need to proceed to final "WAR"...which will be more suffering..hope to step on my house now...tat's mean i hv finished all the exam..haha..dreaming girl~hope time runs faster...faster, fastest......if i can control the time of this world, how good it will be??i can go forward,and turn backward...changes in accounting policy,error and estimate.....naH~~this is one of the chapter i hv to understand it very very well..then sit for this thursday coursework test....still dreaming~~i need someone to slap, wake me up~tiring~~

boring til write this..haha

to follow someone else's truth is a trap?..the most important is to noe ur own truth,face it and live by it..others may inspice, guide, gv u directions, but u hv to cut ur own way thru the "jungle". u could always be asking others where north is,and some will tell u north is tis way, others will tell u tat north is other way, both would hv been sincere..but u urself hv to find ur true north.
when i m simple i m able to be free from pain or hurt even in adverse situation. wif it , i noe tat i need to remember the past only to the extent tat i hv to learn from it. when something goes wrong and i find myself thinking bout it again n again, i need to remind myself tat all the past experiences re only for me to learn from them, in order to grow up. the past is finished and i dont hv to undergo the sorrow again thinkin bout the past repeatedly.

1st of august

Final exam is coming soon~how could the life be on tat period??i wish i can be at sibu now..doin wateva wat i wan, no one disrupt..watching movie or drama to enjoy myself...go to miri to find ahbe..how i wish i can do this now?? having dinner with mum and daddy everyday,hanging out with old friends from hometown..now is week 10, still leave 7 or 8 weeks, then only i can go back home~ahbe,miss u so much~waiting to fool around with u, this girl is my best fren, a fren whom i cant meet coz studying in difference place,but she still understand me so well..so do me. Together with her, i will not hv so many "fan nao" coz she always fool around with me. Once i meet her, she will start joking wif me, playing wif me..i like this kind of friend.
i am a super duper sensitive girl...maybe tat's my personal characteristic..i never deny tat, everyone is busy with their assignments and tests now~so do me..so no time to do other thing~

hope to leave

staring at audit notes..but i cant concentrate,i cant sleep...no need coffee this time~i dono wat the hell is happening to me recently~now is peak time for this sem,all tests and assignments are around this few weeks..feel unenergetic while having classes at coll,awake from gastric pain,headache and.......sth tat i cant ever express out~feel like wana leave this kind of life,leave this kind of place..a fren told me to be optimistic...i m trying to be like tat, but i cant..nothing can make me to think optimisticly..i am trying to think it in right way,mybe there's a barrier in front of me..can i beat it down?a big rock inside heart is really suffering~a housemate helped me to massage jz now, and saying tat he can feels that i m very stressed out recently..cant deny it..next to shoulder is very hard ~~

19/07/08

no mood to study this few days..donno why...mind interruption...get bothering~dono wat m i thinking..facing mis really cause me no mood to study it..dono how m i goin to study for final exam.went to watch batman " the dark knight" jz now..quite a interesting movie, sitting inside cinema for 2 and a half hours is worthness for it..haha, finally return back the "maxis broadband" but so sad to hear tat there's last bill coming and my father gotta pay for it again..report gonna out soon...but no feeling bout it~

why u wan to noe her?why u wanna tell her?why u ask so many?no more nex time...you hv did a big mistake this time..there 's not a coincidence..hurt hurt hurt~you got ur own principle, i noe..but the fact is being known by me,no more secret in front of me..yet u still tell me u duno..fine~

busy day gonna come

assignment assignment..test test test...starting from next week til week 10 gonna be a busy busy life...goin to pass up the assignments and...some tests are coming soon..
parent and bros re coming to attend my convocation next sunday..haha, so happy to wait for tat day to come.even is only diploma,but tat's all my effort to graduate from diploma..now further studies to advance diploma and it is "double","Triple" tougher than diploma...wat my senior told me last time was absolutely right...a friend who was pursued acca last time was very stressed out..everyday see her studying and studying,non-stop~how could this life be?

dont want your sorry

telling me u re sorry
that make me happy outside
but
leave me breathless
leave me hopeless

imagine a life without you
that make me deeply hurt
i dont need another love
coz it is not suitable..
not for me...

dont want your sorry
dont want your sorry
my heart hurt agains.
never think again..

dont want your sorry
dont want your sorry
having sleepless night
seeing me suffering

2 july 2008

hearing from a fren..was deeply depressed of his life now..facing a person who he likes everyday,making her more suffering..he said that tat's girl reaction sometimes will cause him angry..coz he is sensitive??maybe~~but wat can he do??he nearly wanna giv up,but he told me that he cant..he dont dare to propose to that girl..still need to face her for few years in college life..tat girl always mentions another person in front of him...once she has problems,she will find him..he always convinces her..but inside his heart was deeply hurted..imagine, hearing tat the one who u like always mentioning another person that she like..it isn't hurt??

忘记一个人的方法

1.如果你是女的你可以哭哭不停的哭哭完了就不想哭了
2.你可以喝酒要喝醉了天天喝直到自己想清醒的时候再停止
3.如果你无事可做或是因为分手而无心做事那你就跑步不停的跑跑的累的都不行了在回家洗个澡睡觉
4.如果这样你都忘不了那你就离开他所在的城市到另一个你没去过的地方你可以是工作也可以是旅游到了一个新的环境你只会想着怎么生存可能寂寞的时候你还是会想他但是久了就好了
5.找一个新的人开始新的恋情要在治疗一段伤痕最好的办法就是下一次恋爱
6.找一个朋友做你的垃圾筒等你说的你不想在陈述时那么它对你的伤害就已经在减轻了
7.把电话号地址都换了把关于他的一切都丢掉从新开始
8.好好的爱自己爱自己要知道这个世界你最了不起　　朋友们，其实没有什么是治疗失恋最好的良药如果以上办法都帮不了你，那就等着时间吧！时间是最好的良药相信我吧！一切都会过去的阴雨天总会有的！那你就只好等了，等着乌云的过去那么晴天还回远吗？没办法没个人都有这么一劫，面对吧千万不要为了不值得的人而轻生不值得啊

爱情

爱情...
没有参考书...
是需要两个人...
两厢情愿去经营的...
当爱情刚要开始时...是暧昧的...
当爱情刚刚开始时...是甜蜜的...
当爱情延伸到浓时...是幸福的...
爱情顺其自然地晋级到亲情...
爱情是需要两人一起携手去体验的...
当其中一个人开始疲惫...
当其中一个人开始厌倦...
当其中一个人开始累了...
爱情相对的也再也无法继续了...
爱情就此得结束了...

recent life

seeing u smile,warming my heart..passing day by day with schooling life..a english presentation had jz passed yesterday,being praised by tutor with "overall ok"?before that, i keep on practicing with my groupmates again and again..but some of us wasn't serious, so do i..keep on laughing..so uncontrollable..but when go into tutor's room, everything should be goin with seriousness,we did quite well..thankz godness, my own gang has been successfully transfer to group 10....
to be continued....

passing day by day, my daylife 's duty is go to school to attend lectures and tutorials class..recently, i dont hv tat kind of mood to go..donno why..i hope tat i can go back to diploma time..eventhough there's nothing difference with how i really cant mix in with other classmates..it takes time..but i am really boring with my school life now. we are hangin in and out in a group. not a wholly cooperative group~sigh~in every english lesson class, the tutor nearly asked us to present a role play..lol..we got to stand in front and do our presentation...a bit unbrave..haha..for every role play..i have been acted as the one who scold ppls..lol..a fren was seems like unhapi nowadays..i donno how to convince her, as her fren..i can accompany her,be her listener..might give some opinion..but the last decision is still urs. past is already a past~ A good fren from hometown jz "leave me" i was suffering from sadness last time, but wat can i do?crying everyday?i did last time, but now i am more optimistic.. relationship's problem always occur in our lives, it is jus depends on how u look on it. if u do care for each others, appreciate each others..dont wait til u lost him or her,then only u appreciate..
we have no right to ask when a sorrow comes, ' why did this happen to me?' unless we ask the same question for every joy that comes our ways..I would rather be able to appreciate things i can not have than to have things i am not able to appreciate.

u only realise those who re suffering,but do u realize tat tat's someone beside u aso suffering..who treats u gud,who treats u bad..u shud noe it..u care for someone who re never care bout u,but ignore someone who are always care bout u..always want to help u to release ur burden..even if he or she cant, but at least he or she try..

my creation

hiding inside heart
for a long time
passing day by day
staying happily wif frenz
struggling while alone
what can i do?
anger comes when hear it
avoiding's not a good way
but can i avoid?
saying out is not a good solution
causing big trouble to occur
looking into your eyes
do i able to figure wat's u thinking?
hoping u think the same way
but is it possible?
hope this life could be pure bliss
in this place, happiness does exist?
or only sadness exist?
i need to breathe
do you giv me a chance to breathe?
decision is still decision.
do i have a chance to make myself?

hoping to walk on the beach
playing beside beach
fooling around beside beach
watching a beautiful beach
relaxing my mind
is it possible now?

I M A RUBBISH??

being a rubbish for a few weeks...from AFA to AAC, actually it will be a more relaxing day for me..coz afa is really very tough..but attending aac lec aso very blur..a bit hard to catch up, we all expect those lecturers to revise back wat they hv taught before...sigh!!ish~~no notes for few weeks....sigh..sitting inside lecture hall without notes,and feeling sleepy,cold....sigh..aac tutorials list hv already came out for 3rd time,and i m wondering why they dunwan to update the new timetable on tarc website..how can they expect us to squeeze inside sbs office outside to copy our timetable...sigh...

heartbroken

Heartbroken,
Nothing better than to sleep, i cant forget that you are gone, i cant forget ur smile, i cant forget u,
you told me tat u will be fine, you talked to me happily before,cried sadly and called me immediately,cant forget u hanging up with me last time, cant forget that we did everything in school last time, cant forget tat we studied together last time, cant forget everything with u..i can stand for everything..but i never expect that u will left me without a word. i want to forget, but i cant..how could u been so cruel?leaving without a word..close my eyes, but keep on thinking and thinking. i block my ears, from hearing the new..i dont want to hear anything, but been said tat i m avoiding this fact. dont want anything, jz wan ur back..can u?
crying everyday..at here and yet cant go back.who can understand me? i am trying to smile happily everyday,but still there is a knife inside my heart..i need time to cure myself.

happy or sad?release or getting more burden?

i went to sbs office to ask for reason,y i cant go in afa...but they cant give me a exact answer...saying tat they are not the one who arrange it.so i decide to go to find the programme supervisor,but she is not in..by the way, i meet miss ng, and hav a conversation with her..she is an experienced person who pursued acca last time, and she encouraged me to study aac..coz both aac and afa re the same.jz aac need to take longer times..but for afa, u only can bring one failing sub to second year,if u cant cope with it,then u need to repeat..tat is very wasting time and money...that's wat she told me...4 things :you hope to graduate early?or you hope to graduate late a bit?or you wanna graduate successfully?or you cant graduate successfully? no matter which path u re taking, if u dun study hard and smart..the outcome will be still the same..she said tat if she still hav a chance,she will choose aac...why want to make ur life so difficult..?but if u re very very confident with urself, then choose afa..

leave or stay?

i was making decision from last sem til now..i hv successfully graduate. it is a happy new for me..but wat a sad new is why i cant go in afa?all of them said tat aac is not bad too..jz takes longer time to finish it by pursuing acca together...
my mum suggests me to go to curtin miri...but she wont force me this time...she allows me to let me make decision myself..i hv a gang of frens..my dear roommates...i really very "she bu de" if i leave.but curtin...i need to choose again..i hate to make decision.god...tell me wat shud i do?be, my best fren is studying at curtin...a hard chance for me to study together wif her..but i hv more frens in kl..i need time to think~~

wat a nervous and happy day for me

finally i can put down a BIG ROCK in my heart..finally i can graduate..before this, i was moody everyday,worrying everyday and everyday.. like passing my day with hopeless and helpless feelings..many of my frens said tat worrying is useless..a fact is sooner goin to be a fact..i ever tried not to be like tat..mybe a person keep on giving me pressure,causing me to be like tat..she was over worrying.
yesterday my roommates told me tat my face was totally black..like gonna killing ppl..then my ex-roommate hs invited me to sing k..very sorry to hear tat ys and yh goin to repeat, might continue or might not..making my mood more down..so i joined them.we took metro bus to there..suddenly my roommate called me and told me tat results already out. by the way, i decide to check after sing k..but i cant wait..very impatient,so i asked her to help me check..waiting and waiting..then she called me 2 times, but the line very lousy..the calls automatically hang up..hearing her voice like very down.i call her finally she tell me that i pass all..i thought she juz wan to make me happy..but it 's a fact.. i nearly wanna jump inside bus..but there's alots of ppls there...alots of my fren hv passed all..wat a happy news for me..

police never arrest criminals without the PROOF...if without proof, they cant arrest them..surely they will go to investigate and collect proof before taking actions..so do human's act..the truth is like tat, u got no rights to critisize without looking at real situation..looking at wat's really happening..no judgement please,before u understand the real situation..a person's mood is already on the top, plus the words coming out from your month will be more hurting..i really dunlike it.
recently , i am living my life with nothing interesting, boring and waiting for a important day to come..moody girl~very thankful for u all's advises..but no need to advice me anymore..it is useless..no one can help me now..even my family.i juz hopes this kind of days faster over..no one can really understand wat i m really facing...no one is believing tat i will XXX...i told them tat i m worrying bout my results, they all said surely i will overcome it this time, but for myself..i noe wat i hv did..wat kind of careless i hv made..why m i so worrying this time?i hv no confidence...

........miss dot girl~

i was with my family last few days..we went to sungei wang,times square, midvalley~not kinda hv tat mood to shoppingl...dono why..mybe of my results hvn release out..so kinda nervous and worrying now~i m not goin back to hometown this time,so they come~i am two kind of person~insider and outsider are totally diff..insider can be pessimistic,outsider can be optimistic..i do not show the real mood of myself~last time when i was in secondary sch, i showed it all out..either i am moody or not moody~now i m no longer like last time..not til tat day, i cant put down a "big rock" in myself~hope my roommates faster come back, i cant be alone~if not,i think alots..i nearly cry while shopping together wif my family at klcc..i hv bought a clothes which cost hundred sth~wow~i like it so much..then bought a formal clothes and a pair of shoes at ts~now sitting at home,onlining everyday, sleeping ,eating everyday~feeling tat there's ntg meaningful in my life..so boring~only hv to wait til nex week,everything will be fine or worse than ever that i hv expected..go wif a way...or lose direction(maybe) guys..u might see me after tat or might not see me after tat..seriously~never joke~.............................................

a hard day to pass

becoming alone at mu again~i dont want to be like tat~hope papa and mama faster come..scold me or wat aso nvm..jz dont let me be alone here..making me more sad and down~shudnt come back so early..miss you all..guyz...chun,loo,pling,esther...must keep in touch yeah..
i hope it wont happen to me..pray and pray everyday..worrying and worrying everyday..i cant stop thinking~wat to do?sam..come back fast..i hv did a ridiculous thing today,causing me sleeping for a whole noon time~having headache now~

a careless

a careless will disrupt my future planning~wat to do?i hv no more mood~no more energy to do anything~a happy makan besar and a happy trip is coming soon~how m i goin to treat all my fren?happy smile?sad face?f lost confidence..if it really happens, how m i goin to tell my parent?before this, i was given a advice to a fren..she is very sad and angry~but now i m experiencing wat she has experienced before this..m i useless?i need to be together wif my fren..if i am alone,surely i will think alots of things..i keep on thinking and thinking..sometimes, it is really uncontrollable~alots of frens gave me advice too~one of them told me..no matter how a person is smart, he or she will still fail, no one is perfect in this world..i heard it many times before..maybe it is a bit useful for me..but i m still the same,moody everyday~i wanna do sth in order to hv a relief..but wat i can do is waiting~waiting and waiting~but i only scare tat my emotion will reach the most top and my own limits..i really dunno wat to do after tat~mybe i will make myself drunk..~~~~

Enough~~no more please

no more please~~i hv overcame so many obstacles..and the last sem is gonna over..some of them gonna leave me..or i gonna leave and move to other place to stay~no more "HURT" in my dictionary please~~hurt ppls and get hurt is really enuf for me~i dunwan to hurt ppl..neither do being hurted...let me go to trip happily~dun let me noe tat really make me so upset~i m tiring of it..For this sem, it shud be a peaceful sem~but everything tat i noe..every decision tat i need to make is damn stressed me out~a unexpected thing tat never happen to my life has occured...having cold war wif a person has occured..i would not like to make myself to giv up~wat will happen in the future might be worse than now..if i giv up now, wat else still i can handle and face in the future?...beg u..dun do tat..

when i saw u, i was happy...coz i m treating a friend..but dont hv tat kind of feelings..duno why..thankz for ur concern and care~i will appreciate it..but not tat kind of "appreciate"remaining as fren will be my best option~i duno wat will happen in the future..very very sorry~

FD!!!!

FAIL??????????????????NOT WORTH BECUS OF THIS GUY~~~KEEP ON QUARRELING CANT MAKE U GUYS HAPPY!!!!!NOT WORTH IF U FAIL BECUS OF THIS GUY!!!WAKE UP~~~~WAT I HATE THE MOST IS...GUY HS DID THIS KIND OF THINGS....U ALL SHUD NOE WAT M I TALKING ABOUT?~~~U SHUDNT GO AND MEET HIM LAST FEW DAYS!!STOPPING FOR A YEAR IS NOT A GOOD THING!!!! COME ON~~A PERSON CRYING IN FRONT OF ME...BUT I CANT HELP HER....AND SPOILING HER ONLY FUTURE~~THIS IS LAST SEMESTER........................................................................................PLEASE DUN BE LIKE TAT~

sigh~

i hav been not talking to my mum for few weeks..she was still angry..i noe..wat i can do?apologize to her..still ........sigh..wat decision i hv made.she was unhappy..not agree. i m gonna be 20 years old..let me make my decision, surely i wont regret after making it..i still need to laugh in front of my frens..pretend ntg happening, if not?do i hv to cry everyday?show out my sad face to my fren everyday?last time i was like tat,but i try not to be like tat anymore..i has hurt someone..sometimes u hurt someone..u urself do not realize it..after u realize it,it shud be late..u hurt anyone b4?dun ever tell me no~sometimes , u hurt a person..how will tat person feel?how will u feel? sth bad doesnt mean ur whole life has done!! giv u an experience,let u learn how re u goin to handle it...this is wat ahling told me last time..i refresh back..a good fren was passed away on mother's day..wat she hv done?she did nothing wrong~she only wanna buy a cake for her mum~but so unluckily~~wat had happen? i was attended her....not really gonna talk bout it..my tears has dropped for filling a glass.............

.hurt~

hurt hurt hurt????????two persons having same cases and tell me~i cant help them~m i useless?or they will say ,"u cant help me",...then only u urself can help u...test whether u can overcome this matter or not..handle it~wat u will do?cry??cry it out...release it out??find a way to release it out~it takes time..no one hs only happy day, but surely there is sth happening in ur life, u will be sad,but sad for one day,two day..but not forever...everyone hs feelings..not cold hearted...try to imagine..a person's parents has passed away..siblings dunwan to care bout him..he gots no frens, no one care bout him..but now he is a professor..how can he overcome this obstacles? did he ever think of sort of commit suicide? or dunwan to live anymore..there's still alots of ppls suffering outside..did u ever noe? a person wan to die becus of another party~worth or not???there's still other ppls concerning bout u?
walk out of tat door..darkness, walk in another door with a bright sun inside..not a difff thing to do~"voice out very easy , but do it very hard" but did u ever try?

being betrayed..being cheated..being critisized..is not a good feeling..me myself was once betrayed by my fren..me myself even say break up wif my ex-bf.....wat to do???need some time to cure myself

2 years of college life

two years of diploma gonna over~sigh~so.........i live in hostel for almost 2 years.
maybe i jz wana drop down wat i hv remember~?wat has happen for this 2 years?
i knew a 10 person of ji mui on first sem for diploma..so called as "san ba" group..we are quite close to each others..but not tat close after 1st sem..coz sth has happened..long story~
i attend for badminton competition for few times..haha..but jz for fun only~lol
i knew a good frens in my group..but one of them have leave..choosing other course, then only leave fews of them..we discuss homework together,do assignment together..ahaha..done alots of things together..hope can be together wif them in advance diploma~i also hv known 4 good frens in hostel, we always play true or dare together,chatting together..oh yea, we went to sunway lagoon to play together..wat a unforgettable memory? but now sigh~two of us are gonna to move out..leave another two here..keep in touch..For cny every year, i m gonna go back to my hometown, meet up old frens..mag,be and gla..my ever best fren b4..now still wat~hoho..but not really tat close like last time,so only can meet each others one time per year..esp mag~who is studying at overseas now..only come back to malaysia one time a year..but if i gonna continue to advance..maybe i cant go back to my hometown to celebrate cny coz i hv exam on tat period~so so so sad..when i go back..mybe it is already gonna be the end of cny~disappointed..
Sem 5..~~i hv known 2 frens, who was repeating..be4 tat i only was close wif my only gang..but others are not so close wif me..everyday go to class,study study,discuss tutorials answer, then do assignment..nothing much~but situation now is getting better..haha..more close to others becus of the group discussion last sem~we was gonna insane on tat time..6 subs together..so so so stressed~aha..but is worth~this sem is a very short sem..and it is gonna over..some of them are gonna continue to advance, go to utar, go to other colls..some even dunwan to study anymore and wanna work outside~frens is not forever, u will know every kind of ppls..frens~some good some bad, stingy...kind..depends on how are u goin to face, treat them~at outside here, no parents beside u, only ur frens..so choose carefully..aha..no matter what u do,where u further ur studies, must add oil~
i knw a person who hs a special job..is a "she"..she is my jie~her job is very tough and always not enuf sleep..and she was very busy..hope to see her soon~ahah..add oil, jie~

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today i hv exam..but i was a bit careless of one que..so sad..but nvm..it has already over.dunwan to think bout it jor..then i went to hv a movie wif my fren..haha..a very adventurous movie..quite nice.

笑笑吧

大寶：「我好怕我以後會禿頭喔！」
小寶：「不會啦！你不可能會全禿的啦！」
大寶：「如果有一天我只剩下三根頭髮，怎麼辦？」
小寶：「那你可以編辮子啊！」
大寶：「如果只剩兩根呢？」
小寶：「你還可以中分啊！」
大寶：「如果只剩一根呢？」
小寶：「那…那你還可以…可以…測風向！」


吴宗宪的搞笑谜语　　
1.蓝色的刀和蓝色的枪（猜一成语） 刀枪不入（Blue）
2.身穿着金色衣服的人　（猜一成语） 一鸣惊人（一名金人）
3.数字“3“在路上走呀走……翻了一个跟斗……又接着翻了一个个……（猜一成语） 三番两次 4.一条狗过了独木桥之后就不叫了（猜一成语） 过目不忘（过 木 不 汪汪）
5.手机不可以掉到马桶里弄湿（猜一成语） 机不可失
6.第十一本书（猜一成语） 不可思议（Book十一）
7.一只蜜蜂停在日历上（猜一成语） 风和日历
8.牛狗猪羊比赛赛跑……跑到终点后……牛狗猪都喘得不得了……只有羊不喘气（猜一成语） 扬眉吐气
9.用猪肝和熊胆作成的神奇肥皂（猜一成语） 肝胆相照
10.阴间和阳间的中间在哪里？太平间
11.避孕药的主要成份是什幺？抗生素
12.放烟火时为什么不会射到星星？ 因为星星会“闪”
13.一个离过很多次婚的女人，该怎幺称呼她？ 前功（公）尽弃


懶人
從前，有一個懶人，什麼事都不做，時間久了，日子終於過不下去，只好來到了就業服務中心，請求得到一份最輕鬆的工作。工作人員明白了他的意思後，想了想說：「那你就去看管墓園吧！那裡很輕鬆，最適合你了。」懶人聽了很高興，愉快的去工作了！可是，不到半天時間，他回來了，並生氣的對工人員說：「這太不公平了！我不幹了！」「為什麼?」工作人員問道。懶人：




....................................................................................................................................................他們都躺著，就只有我一個人站著。」


小姐与客人的对话
交易结束后。。。
客人：千山万水总是情，小费不给行不行？
小姐：天涯何处无芳草，小费一毛不能少。
客人：人间自有情谊在，能省一块是一块。
小姐：我拿青春赌明天，小费不给算强奸。


全人类最冷的笑话
坏消息：一个飞行员从飞机里掉出来了 　
好消息：他带了降落伞 　
坏消息：降落伞是坏的 　　
好消息：下面有个干草堆 　　
坏消息：干草堆上有一杆大粪叉 　　
好消息：他没落到大粪叉上 　　
坏消息：他也没落到干草堆上

exam day~company law

COmpany law is over~~hahah..quite easy..lol...tomolo have ff~finally can release a bit stress..lol~ before this..keep on memorizing...memorizing and reading the company law notes..wuiyo...if cant do, i m gonna kill myself with reading so many times.thankz godness..my god hs protected me..thankz god..never waste of praying and praying..sometimes it works.now at citc..onlining and waiting for 12 sharp..hope all my fren can do well in this paper.

exam period~

count down~3 days from now to have our first paper, company law.i finish studying it..but cannot remember some "SECS" and "CASES"..sigh~i prefer to understand than memorize ..but we hv no choice..we hv to memorize it. i m very relax this sem..dunno..even some of my frens hv to suffer more than me..they hv to resit all the failed paper before this.i was very pitiful with them...support u guys always..Recently, i spend whole my day at lib everyday~now only jz back from there..i cant study at hostel~becus this pc is infront of me..my hand will be very itchy~( first bad)..so tiring~sleep for only 4 or 5 hrs per day~everyday lack of sleep,energy~hope it over faster~i m gonna move out after exam~it gotta be a busy day~then we plan to hv a "MAKAN BESAR" at my new house?haha..aftertat,we re goin to redang island~oh oh oh~now having exam, but mind keep on thinking of redang~( second bad)wake up wake up...miss nee,miss tay~ahah

exam ??farewell??

exam is coming soon~no study week this time..sigh~need to burn midnite oil this time again~hope all my frens and classmates can pass and overcome this obstacles this time~gambateh~~

u go to ur own choice,i go to my own choice..everyone is goin to their own way.. a fren is still considering whether to further her studies to afa or aac..she always fears if she can pass all the exams and graduate? i think u can..sy..dun worry..then if she pass, she will continue to advance..her roommate will mv out..i will mov out..My will mov out..she asked me how bout me?i really dunno how to answer..i said u come and mov out 2gether wif me or wif sy..she said tat her mum dun allow~honestly, i really feel dunlike to leave her alone at hostel~hope she can convince her mum..

last sem~

Diploma in accounting last sem is gonna over..exam is coming soon~time runs very fast, this is a short semester and we are going to graduate soon if everythings go fine~there are alots of matter happening this sem..especially making decision for further studies to advance or go to degree,making decision for moving out from hostel..really very headache of it..LUCKILY my health is still remaining very good..no more stomachache this semester..
Beginning of the semester, i went to genting highland with some of my classmates, we were vry enjoying at tat time, we hv around 8 persons together..we were keep on taking our photos..haha, and "someone" has alots of funny photo..i will laugh loudly when looking at tat photo..so do them~haha..We went to eat sushi king(nice ,yummy), then u guess where we go? we went to sing k and hav our "SECOND ROUND" there, But unfortunately, all of us din finish our foods coz we were very full. we went to have a walk at midnite time, watching "flood" at midnite time..due to our tiredness, all of us were falled asleep when the movie began. After movie, we directly go back to hotel and sleep.The nex day, we went to play in theme park~i hv a good memories on it~

DEcision is arriving~the time i need to make some decision. i need to choose whether to continue to advance or go to degree at utar~AT first, i was lack of confidence, so i choose to further my studies at utar. But a fren asked me that why do i choose this course?a degree is a very common thing in this society. Then i consider and consider again. i choose this course because i wan to challenge myself with ACCA. SO i decide to further to advance but there is an obstacle~ that is " MY MUM" she was worrying about my future, i really appreciate it..but i know wat m i doing, and wat i want actually. She keep on asking me to go to utar, but i dunwan..so there is a conflict btwn us~sigh~~i really dono wat to do at tat time..anyway, she agreed to let me stay here.i was very happy to hear that.
This sem, i was always called as ah nee nee.. ahaha.my another nick~friends always change~why?no forever frens??before tat, i hv 3 good frens at hostel..and very close with them, now become not really close..and one of them..sigh~i really dunno how to say..i seldom contact wif her recently. be4 tat,we used to be very good. one of them is still frenly wif me.coz she is y classmate.
Another course hs organized a trip to redang island, then the organizer invites us to go. so i invite my classmates to go.but alots of them dont want to go coz too expensive. at last, only 8 persons go. others of them are goin to kukup~that's call a class trip? so sad~
Then i am deciding whether to move out or not..mu condo is really a very nice environment to study..so i decide to choose there..but i was a bit she bu de my roommate~my very cute roommate..i hv to choose my roommate or my classmates..hostel life is not bad too~and yet i hv been lived here for 2 years..i wan to change to new environment. i move to mu to live together wif my classmates. and i hv invited " somebody" to live together wif us. i hope we can live happily. my dear roommate..i will come back to hostel if i m free.no worries~
Exam coming soon. i m gonna burn midnite oil again..with my classmates..last sem, appreciate the times we hve..

a reunion with a my best friends

the smile so sweet^^

This is another leng lui..gla gla..haha

looks so weird~our same expression

This is "Ahbe" my best fren..she is now studying

at curtin miri~

This is mag..long time no see her~she is now studying at

Australia..go back here once a year..miss u,mag

This is when we go to eat steambot..haha

I wont forget this 3 good friends..we joined society together last time. and we played together, do things together when we was in secondary school..so miss that time~and we only can gather one time once a year. i wont forget this friendship~

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17 jan 2008

today my college is a first examination day~but i m not havin exam today,but will hv it tml..Business LAW arr....sigh~good luck to all my frens in exam yeah...i am very stress..yet feeling sleepy now, the neslo ais tat i hv drunk jz now is not useful for me today..goin to piak again tml..study smart and hard..my ah ya bro said tat lecturers wont prefer us to memorize,but to understand,so he was quite relax last time while havin exams..he was based on his understanding last time..i went to mcd to study,went to my classmate to study..gonna CHI SIN~breaking records? ya..i hv been done my revision til 6 or 7 morning last few days..not only one time, more than 5 or 6 days...suffering ~

09 jan 2008

relaxing now~relax~i keep on asking myself..wat results i expect to get for this sem?my answer is i really duno...i only can try my best to get good results.YEt, i m thinking, do i choose wrong course?hopefully no..my course hv thousands ppls and adv diploma separated into 3 ccourses, ama, afa and aac..surely i wan to study AFA..but it is not easy..many competitors becus there is a limited number of students joining this course~i hope my cgpa wont drop sem by sem..this sem is quite a tough sem~the most suffering days i hv..my frens keep on asking me to relax..i aso want to be relax, but i cant..til my voice hs changed,falling into sick..my mum,dad and bro asked me not to be so stressful..haih~i hope i can go back hometown faster..hoping these days end faster...
however, i went to mcd to do my revision with my classmates who re not really close wif me be4 this..we solved the problems together, laughed together and.......i love this kind of frens~after nex sem, we re goin on our way either continue to advance, go to utar..or change course..i hope we can appreciate this golden time..due to being together in a class for almost 2 years. Frens re not forever,so appreciate each others within a period of time is important..i got 2 classmates who is not goin to join us for nex last sem..gotta miss both of them so much~but one of them said tat they will sometimes visit us at school..really? geagea